Wednesday, August 23, 2006
the day in school today was rather relaxed cos there weren't lessons for five periods aft reccess. did the math assignment and the "ritual" (murderer} commenced. HAHA. it was super funny la, laughed till my stomach ached. ahaha. the cause of death ranged from the usage of curlers, hair reboning thingy, and becoming ba qua/char siew. -.- super lame....... lol! yea.. so i got back home aft school, and im rotting.
anyway sometimes i feel tired while running the race, its difficult to carry on bearing the cross in life. call it emo or pms or whatever, i have to admit i feel upset and discouraged to a certain extent. i dno how to gather all the emotions altogether to express them either.. but its like a dull feeling, a bout of melancholy and a tinge of grief. the stress thad comes everytime, with the decisions i have to make, with my studies. its like a leech sucking the blood out of me, depriving me like some kinda creature absorbing the sap of a plant. argh i don't know how to continue, God help me.
to be continued..
2:55 AM
