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He paid the price, when He laid down His life (:
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Wednesday, July 26, 2006
wow its been a long time since i got like involved in some kinda major activity like the ndp rehearsal thingy today. ok i know it even sth to be very proud of but hey, for sth thad i haven really adpated to. i guess i still enjoy playing vb the most. nth can ever change and nth ever will take away the memories of before. playing ball is like my passion, but somehow this me just hides in the box.. way away from what i really want. dunno if i should be upset abt choosing the path in the first place. but it has def, significantly gained a place in my heart to miss it so very much. i guess i could only blame myself for whatever thad's become now, atho sometimes thy heart longs for more. more of sth i can't seem to reach or get a grip of.. mayb no one will understand how i feel or know what im expressing here, but towards the sport is a tinge of regret, missing the times, and a guilt of disappointing some, in my soul. i'm sorry to 'you' and i can never pay you back for what you have generously, sacrificial, and lovingly gave unto me. ur knowledge, skills, experience, time, effort, and happiness. indeed i still think abt those times when we enjoy each other's company and the tough times of work and perserverance. i don't dney it if you say i have failed in perservering and hanging in there, but i too, believe thad these circumstances are secured in the Lord's wonderful, and gracious plan for me. Lord Jesus, i just commit my ALL to you again, and use me to the fullest so thad i can fulfill my destiny.
Amen. (:
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